What you don't know

 is how much it hurts to fear someone's depression and someone’s lies. How bad the pain is that comes from not feeling good enough to make someone consistently happy. How stupid you feel when you do it all wrong, all the time. How ugly you feel when you are never enough for some one. The pain you feel not knowing the truth from the lies and not being worth talking to. It hurts like I am burning slowly in a fire. Daily pain.